Okay, so today was terrible.

In Helms I got in a huge argument with him about President Bush and the war on terrorism, what we are doing in Iraq etc. I argued with him for at least 20 minutes and was pretty much looked at like I was crazy, since the majority of the class is Republican. It came down to the fact that Mr. Helms could only say who wouldn't want democracy? Seriously, how can you say that when there are people that don't like it? Helms, there are people that don't want democracy.. Yet he kept saying it over and over again. I was so angry and pissed off by the time class ended, but what was the point of arguing with someone that will make you wait to speak back yet he can cut you off if he wants to. And the argument just went around in circles since he kept saying.. who wouldn't want democracy? Not only that, but I am doing horrible in English (too bad I only have minus 3 points out of over 60 at least yet I have what i consider a failing grade, I know most of you wouldn't understand, but failing to me is getting less than some sort of A), I was so upset after I saw my grade that I came home and just sat on my bed and stared at the wall with tears in my eyes.. God I hate myself sometimes for caring so much, but I believe in myself and my goals to the point where I am crushed when I do not do so well or I don't achieve my goals. Once the bell rang, all i wanted to do was go home and crawl in a hole..
Then tonight my mom and dad started arguing right in front of me. I can't stand it when they do that. Then they started arguing about our family's financial stuff and communication and spending blah blah blah. I hate knowing about these things and knowing all the things that are going wrong because I don't want to have to think about it anymore. I don't want them to ask me again what the other one is saying. I don't want to hear them argue and I don't want to listen to what's going wrong.. Among other things that I sincerely don't want to talk about, today was just horrible.. I just want this day to be over..